I am alone. There is no one to help numb the pain. I have not made it through this life unscathed.
I know there were words I should have said. I know there were things I should have done. I won’t sit here and judge myself, that’s for others to do. It won’t bring you back.
I’m broken down. I’m torn apart. I’m shattered inside.
I cry out wounded inside like the animal I am at the memories I see flashing behind these eyes, these eyes that you made. You made me dad. I fucking miss you. I fucking miss you. I fucking miss you.